one thing that i'm afraid to admit is, i'm addicted to my job. not in a good way, in an annoying tiresome way.

i want to quit but i don't know how. i know asking for help here doesn't actually help but i needed to vent. and this is the only place i know my friends from work don't go to.

i love animation. i love animating but lately i felt pressured, burdened, like i dread ever day i'm going to work.

i used to feel proud whenever my niece and nephews watch my works on TV but now i feel pressured. really pressured.

i wish i can get away.

i really hope there's something out there for me to do, to earn money, and i love doing it.

it's not too late to dream right? now that i'm 32?

haih.

i guess.

i guess you hate my guts.

you hate me near you.

synyster fuckin gates is fuckin awesome.

taktau kenapa, saya skrg tgh gila dgn synyster gates from A7X...maybe it's justa temporary thing, idk. anyway, here are some of his pics.

impian saya..

tak pernah ada orang lelaki tanya saya depan2;

"awak, dah ada boyfren ke belum?"

sedih T.T

sebab takde org teringin nak tanya kot. haihh

roda ketiga.

hello, hai.

abang saya dh kahwin 5 bulan yg lalu..dan saya suka kakak ipar saya! tapi..saya bertekad lepas ni takmau keluar bertiga dengan dorang lagi..walaupun dorang suka buat aktiviti best2 mcm karaoke, makan, shopping dll..tp keluar dgn dorang buat saya jd..sedih..sebab bila tgk dorang berpegangan tangan..saya rasa sedih,.saya tak dapat nak pegang tangan sapa2..wuwuw

tapi saya suka tgk diorang bahagia! sumpah tak tipu!

saya harap dapat jumpa orang yang dpt membahagiakan saya macam abg saya bahagia dgn isteri diaaa..huhu

okbai.tu je.

bowling tournament by LesCopaque.

saya dpt markah palinggg rendah..tp dpt hadiah 20hengget..hehe alhamdulillah..:)

i'm getting old.

di umur 26++, tak ada lain yang going through my mind right now other than marriage. the jealousy of watching my friends are all getting married, having kids, uploading pictures of their sons and daughters...cemburunyaaa!

me?

i'm still stuck here, no luck of finding my significant other..wondering what the hell is wrong with me, actually. guys don't seem to be interested in me. let alone have even the slightest intention of marrying me. sigh. am i going to stuck here forever..?

wallahualam, jodoh, pertemuan, ajal maut itu di tangan Allahuakbar.